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Jan 28, 2009 16:57:18 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 16:57:18 GMT -7
The most relieving thing here...
the razor on the bare skin of my wrist. It was the best feeling in the world...
The only thing I still have, that hasn't been taken away.
I got it out of a shaver. Thank god I found it. For only about 3 months had I discovered this.
Which meant on my bad days, this little tool was the only thing that make my day better.
I've also been lonely for a long time here. Who wants to get to know me? I'm just another loser whop has no control over his life, right?
I pulled out the razor from my back pocket and cut into my skin. Going deeper the second time but, quickly pulling it away when I heard someone enter the lounge.(poster below)
(haha Joe's a CUTTER :])
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Sorry that I'm taken aback, how I am you never ask, and I don't need such sympathy.
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Jan 28, 2009 17:19:41 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 28, 2009 17:19:41 GMT -7
Georgia had started to get a little thirsty. She decided against water and that she wanted a coke. She walked into the Lounge, ready to get one out of the vending machines as she saw a guy sitting on the couch in there with a blade in his hands and his wrist was dripping with blood. She blinked, making sure she was seeing things correctly...and she was.
"Uhhh...are you okay...?" She asked the guy.
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Jan 28, 2009 18:10:31 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 18:10:31 GMT -7
I quickly covered my wrist and gripped it tightly
"Yeah!" i lied
I put the blade in my back pocket
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Sorry that I'm taken aback, how I am you never ask, and I don't need such sympathy.
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Jan 28, 2009 18:20:06 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 28, 2009 18:20:06 GMT -7
Georgia nodded, not quite believing him. "Oh kay then...?" She said as she turned to the soda machine and got herself a coke. She walked over to him and saw that he was gripping his wrist with his other hand.
"I'm not stupid, you know," she told him. "I see the blood."
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Jan 28, 2009 18:22:13 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 18:22:13 GMT -7
"Okay..."
"So, I cut myself...big whoop."
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Sorry that I'm taken aback, how I am you never ask, and I don't need such sympathy.
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Jan 28, 2009 18:32:04 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 28, 2009 18:32:04 GMT -7
Georgia coughed. "'Big whoop'?" She repeated. "You are not going to get better if you do things like that to yourself! You are just harming yourself even more." She crossed her arms over her chest.
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Jan 28, 2009 18:36:54 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 18:36:54 GMT -7
"And are you supposed to be the magical fairy, that helps everyone over come their problems so they can live happily ever after?"
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Sorry that I'm taken aback, how I am you never ask, and I don't need such sympathy.
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Jan 28, 2009 18:40:56 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 28, 2009 18:40:56 GMT -7
"No. That's called a conscience," She said. "Almost everyone has one." Georgia sent the guy a look. "Well, look at it this way. The faster you stop harming yourself and 'be a good boy' the faster you will get out of her." She flipped her hair over her shoulder. "And the faster I think you will get out of here, the happier you will be...Joe."
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Jan 28, 2009 18:45:11 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 18:45:11 GMT -7
I rolled my eyes.
"Once I get out of here. I'll just probably get back in."
"Whats the point of trying?"
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Jan 28, 2009 18:46:41 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 28, 2009 18:46:41 GMT -7
Georgia's jaw dropped and she hit Joe, lightly, upside the head. "The point of trying is so you won't be a crack addict when you are older."
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Jan 28, 2009 21:31:19 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 28, 2009 21:31:19 GMT -7
"I'll never stop."
"There's no point."
"I'd rather be 6 feet under the ground, DEAD, than being here, TRYING."
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Sorry that I'm taken aback, how I am you never ask, and I don't need such sympathy.
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Jan 29, 2009 10:36:13 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 29, 2009 10:36:13 GMT -7
Georgia bit her lip, glaring at him. "Boy," She said, "you need to wake up out of the imaginary world you are in and smell the flowers. I'll bet you a hundred bucks that there is at least one person on this planet that wants you better not because they will get payed, because you will be back to normal and you will be healthy, got that?" She crossed her arms. "You should know there is someone that cares about you...and it's not your mom or your family, either."
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Jan 29, 2009 17:09:16 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 29, 2009 17:09:16 GMT -7
"are you talking about "god" or something like that?"
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Georgia Lynn Avery
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Jan 29, 2009 17:33:29 GMT -7
Post by Georgia Lynn Avery on Jan 29, 2009 17:33:29 GMT -7
"Uh...no," Georgia said. "Someone living and breathing does. And if you mess yourself up like this, there will be no chance of meeting them."
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Jan 29, 2009 20:05:44 GMT -7
Post by Joe Jonas on Jan 29, 2009 20:05:44 GMT -7
(oh i get what you were saying now!! haha :] )
"Oh." I said finally getting what she was saying.
"Well..." I said trying to think of something to say back.
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