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ugh.
Jan 20, 2009 22:42:56 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 20, 2009 22:42:56 GMT -7
I had just had a session with my therapist. I hated those times. Telling him everything was kinda weird. I wished no one had found out about the secret side of me. If only I hadn't gone home that day, or if mom hadn't been home. Then maybe I wouldn't be here. Oh well.
So they decided I should start eating again instead of half starving myself like before, only that was only but half of my problem. To tell them the truth after nearly starving myself for a month or two I wasn't very hungry. I had only eaten when absolutely necessary in the past few months prior to coming here. So I sat here, sunglasses on my face and a tray full of food they had picked out for me in front of me. The acted as if I was two or something. I'm not stupid. As I was sitting there, just starring at it in pretty much disgust someone came over and sat across from me. I looked up and saw...
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 6:11:32 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 6:11:32 GMT -7
i was looking around for the dude i saw near the pool a few days ago, sighing i walked over to a table. "do you mind if i sit here?" i asked the guy that was sitting there
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:01:53 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 15:01:53 GMT -7
"sure." I said to her. I only spoke when absolutely necessary. That would be reason number two why they sent me here. The only people who I have full conversations with are my brothers. To other people it is small things or completely silent. Those rare times when I do talk is only so i don't be absolutely rude, and thats only since I came here. before it was silence to the world. i wouldn't even sing.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:04:24 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 15:04:24 GMT -7
"thanks" i smiled and sat down. i began playing with my iphone. after a few minutes i noticed he hadn't said much. i looked up at him "i'm kristen"
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:09:45 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 15:09:45 GMT -7
I nodded and smiled back. "Kevin." I said aknologing my name.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:29:17 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 15:29:17 GMT -7
"nice to meet you"
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:54:58 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 15:54:58 GMT -7
I nodded my head, as if to say you to, without actually saying it. I hoped she understood it.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 15:59:19 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 15:59:19 GMT -7
well this was awkward..."do you know a guy named nick?"
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:04:06 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 16:04:06 GMT -7
I nodded, again. But then I decided to start talking, a little, to her. "He's my bother." I said.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:08:19 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 16:08:19 GMT -7
"oh....well do you know where he is...?" this guy is weird...
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:11:17 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 16:11:17 GMT -7
I shook my head.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:21:09 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 16:21:09 GMT -7
"ohkay then..." i looked around but didn't see him
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:26:08 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 16:26:08 GMT -7
I nodded and looked down at the food. I didn't look very appetizing... I guess that if you don't eat for so long then it seems to get unappetizing to you. Stupid mother of mine. Just because I don't talk or eat doesn't mean i deserve this.
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:26:52 GMT -7
Post by Kristen♥Harrington on Jan 21, 2009 16:26:52 GMT -7
"don't you...you know, eat?!" my god he's anerexic too?
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ugh.
Jan 21, 2009 16:28:02 GMT -7
Post by Kevin Jonas on Jan 21, 2009 16:28:02 GMT -7
I shook my head and shrugged,"Sometimes."
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