Sketches of Dreams [open]

[Kevin Jonas]

"wow..." I said laughing."thats cool though, how you stuck through with it... I'm not good at drawing and stuff, but I do like to sing ans play guitar..."

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia nodded, smiling. She leaned back in her chair, rocking back and forth gently in it. "I was forced into singing and songwriting," she said. "The dancing part was just an added bonus." She joked. "Mom needed a way to pay for the alcohol and I was her solution. She basically sold my soul to the devil to pay for the stuff."

Georgia grimaced. "And here's the thing. Art and performing can be viewed the same. When you start out, you may not be good, but the more you work at it...the better one gets." Georgia crossed her arms, letting go of the table and her balance. She stayed there for a few moments before the chair let out from under her and she fell backwards, flat on the floor.

"I'm good," She groaned, eyes closed.

[Kevin Jonas]

"ow... that hurt from all the way over here." I said. atleast it looked like it hurt. "And yeah... thats true...more work, better outcome..."

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia opened her eyes, brushed herself off, and smiled at Kevin as she stood up. Then, she picked up her chair and put it back in it's standing, upright position and sat back down. Her back hurt from the fall and she winced at the pain for a few moments.

"Okay," she said after a few moments. "I'm good...I will just have a sore back for a few days...but it will be all good." She paused before responding. "Yeah...yeah. Uhhh..." She paused. If she hadn't fallen flat on her back, she'd probably have had an easier time trying to figure out what to say. But now, her mind was elsewhere.

Georgia rubbed the back of her head, for two reasons. One was to figure out what to say next, the other was because it was sore, too, from the fall. "So...the more you work on something, and the longer you work on it, the better the outcome...?" She said, and it kind of came out sounding like a question. She sighed. "Sorry...falls like that mess with my brain for about an hour or two."

[Kevin Jonas]

"Yeah, and thats ok! My brother joe falls down a lot. We even nicknamed him danger!" I said laughing a bit. She was the first person who I had actually had a full out conversation with besides Nick and Joe in a long time. I must admit it does feel kinda weird... but I like talking. And she is easy to talk to.
I was thinking about a lot of things at the moment. Talking... and a song was coming into my mind... it was a good one...Baby, pretty lady Tell me how you do it ; And tell me, what can I do to help ; Cuz I’ve been thinking of you For a little while now ; And this right here is how I feel

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia laughed at Kevin's remark about them nicknaming his brother 'danger'. "Danger, eh?" She said. "Pshh...I bet you he eats it for breakfast!" She joked, laughing a little more at her 'joke' that wasn't really funny. She bit her lip and sighed, this time not leaning back and actually being smart...for once.

She started messing around, tapping the charcoal pencil she had been using against the table. "Is it odd for you to be talking...?" She asked after a few seconds of thought. "I mean, talking to someone other then your brothers...?" She tilted her head to the side and bit her lip.

[Kevin Jonas]

I thought it over for a second. "Actually yes, after not talking to anyone, excet short little things to not be rude, you get really used to it. It becomes a normal thing." I said. "But I like it... it is different... it feels good in a way." I said to her.

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia nodded, understanding where he was going. She had stopped talking for a few days back when she was in middle school, and found it quite easy for her to do. There were times in her seventh grade English class when all they did for the period was meditate. She found it really relaxing and truly enjoyed it. At the end of the classes where they had done that, they were to share how it was either hard or easy it was for them. While half the class complained of hard it was, she was able to say it was easy for her. She never had thoughts pushing into her brain during that period.

"Back in middle school my friend told me it was easier to talk to me then anyone else because she knows I don't judge people...or at least right off the bat," Georgia said with a small smile. "And I guess to this day it's still true...of course, when I first got the liquor addiction no one wanted to talk to me...or even be affiliated with me because of it, but now, since things are hopefully getting better, things will change back."

[Kevin Jonas]

"your very easy to talk to." I said. "Thank god you are here, or else I wouldn't have any normal people to talk to..." I said.

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

"Your brothers are not normal, I am guessing," Georgia said, laughing a little. She had never had a younger or older sibling, so this was all new to her. Her father had died before she was born and her mother never remarried, only wallowing away in misery by drinking her life away.

She brought her leg up and balanced it on her knee, waiting for his answer. She bit her lip and random song lyrics popped into her mind, 'Gotta love how somehow all on me, all the petty scenes, and all the pretty things.' It was from the song 'Let It Happen' by Jimmy Eat World and reminded her of how her manager treated her.

[Kevin Jonas]

"They used to be... before when we first got famous it was fun... and then we got these like, addictions... I guess Nick is ok... but when he gets drunk he gets... on edge... and Joe... Joe is a cutter... not too good... and then there's me and I guess I am not that normal either..." I said and shrugged.

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia nodded. "Well...you are probably the one with the least amount of abnormality. I mean, if you are willing to get over your problem, then that shows that you aren't that bad. You have self control and that's admirable," She said. "If you can get yourself to talk to me, then that shows something."

Georgia smiled at Kevin, then bit her lip. "Do you think your brothers have that dedication...?"

[Kevin Jonas]

"They probly don't." I said. "Atleast not yet..."
I smiled back at her. "And I guess I have improved..."

[Georgia Lynn Avery]

Georgia beamed, happy that the guy she thought she was falling for was trying to get better...even though his brothers probably weren't. As long as he didn't get influenced by them, she was happy. And, hopefully, he can influence them to get better, too.

"Good," she said. "Even though one can't say the same for your brothers." She grimaced. "What do you think got into them that made them like they are today?" She asked.

[Kevin Jonas]

"I have no idea..." I said and thought about it. "We never actually told each other exactly why we got into this stuff... it just sort of happened and we accepted each other as if there was nothing wrong with it..." i said.